I've recently found out that I am neurodivergent (AuDHD) which I feel has allowed me permission to stop (or reduce) masking.
I adore learning - I find the need to work to goals in every aspect of life. To continually improve with the desire to understand every aspect until I feel capable. Without goals, I feel such a loss of direction. I cannot explain how freeing I have found my creative time to be.
I finally feel able to be authentically myself.
I’ve always experienced the world through detail and intense observation. Art gives me a way to channel that focus into something calm and grounding, allowing me to fully immerse myself in the intricate structures, colours, shifts in light and movement found within nature.
I draw inspiration from the countryside around me - often whilst exploring with my cocker spaniel, Cosmo. More recently, I have started to grow my own cut flowers. I cant wait to start to create from these as they bloom!
I’ve always been drawn to the quieter side of nature - twisting stems, worn petals, unusual seed heads and the imperfect stages of flowers that are often overlooked. That slower observation has become a huge part of both my creative process and daily life.